The Testosterone Files : My Hormonal and Social Transformation from Female to Male

Prologue: The Joker's Wild 1(7) Introduction 8(4) PART ONE BEGINNING Raw Power 12(14) PART TWO BEFORE TESTOSTERONE Get More Cigarettes 26(5) Adolescent Sphinx 31(2) Dresses, Wrestling, and Barbies 33(11) Kamikaze Night Walking 44(13) Crime, Poetry, Dungeons, and Psychic Forces 57(6) Fun House 63(8) Theater of Fate 71(3) First Sign 74(5) Psychiatrist's Tabloid Tales---Feminist Paranoia 79(3) Manhattan July 82(7) Imagination and Body 89(3) Cautionary Tales 92(7) The Hormones Really Work 99(6) Epiphanies 105(3) Beards, Housewives, and Ex-Lesbian Separatists 108(5) Birthday Party 113(7) Getting My Name 120(8) Binding 128(7) Patriarchal Underwear Cannibals 135(5) PART THREE AFTER TESTOSTERONE Blood Rites 140(4) Saying Goodbye 144(7) The Incredible Hulk 151(5) Hunger 156(2) Shaving 158(5) Breaking the News 163(5) Sex for Sale 168(6) In the Grip of the Goddess 174(8) Urine, Scents, and Bathrooms 182(5) Authority 187(3) Saint Priapus 190(14) Venus of Data Entry 204(8) Man with Breasts 212(9) Normal Guy 221(6) Cock in My Pocket 227(5) Juliet 232(6) Twilight Zone 238(5) Weird, Weird World 243(5) Sex Wars 248(3) ``It's a Great Gimmick'' 251(7) Predator 258(3) Stripper 261(3) Commitment 264(3) Territory 267(4) Initiation 271(12) Testosterone, Energy, and Aggression 283(5) Further Initiations 288(7) Cold Dark Shades 295(7) The End of Tears 302(9) Switching Places 311(6) Phantom Dick 317(6) Adam's Apple 323